Sometimes I get into the cute little moods, where I feel very little and just want to spend time with my daddy. That amazing man that makes me smile no matter what, that man that means the entire world to me, the one that.. is my everything... Lets just say, that usually when I get into these moods, I want to share everything with him, I want to play games and colour in cute little pictures, I want to be held, caressed, cuddled and loved... and sometimes real life just gets in the way and I'm left feeling mighty sad and sappy..
When I'm in these moods and he leaves me, it almost feels like I just fall apart and feel deserted, lonely and so little and lost. I know he doesn't want to go when he has to and that he loves me to bits but I just can't help feeling like that. When it's my night time and he's here with me for a few hours before going out and it's slowly getting late and I'm getting sleepy I always make sure to stay up as long as possible so that I can get as much time with him and then he has to leave and I get all sad because I can't curl up and fall asleep with him here.
I don't want to go on too much more.. might touch on this another time.. Just I and Sappy tonight.
because i love him so much.
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